I would never consider my self a good listener, my problem is I always feel a need to jump to the conclusion. That’s a terrible thing when you’re a student because I can’t imagine the idea of listening to some one for 90 minuets in order to get to my loved conclusion. When I was a kid I used only to memorize the conclusion, combine it with my general information and voila that’s how I replay in the exams or to the teacher’s question. Of course some of the question I never read about it before; so I have no answer and some others I read too much so I have information more that you can find in the school book .It was going well actually until my science teacher notice it he said “you only memorize the conclusion then you use your information but you never study from the book” witch was am unforgiving sin in the Egyptian education system. He told my mother, my father so they asked me why I am doing that. My answer was the school education is useless the subjects are not up-to-date, not deep enough for the important and interesting subject therefore I stopped studying and focus more about reading; that gives me the opportunity to select what I like to know about and ignore what never attract me . My father surprised: so you r not studying any more?

Me: yes, as I said it doesn’t worth the time.

Father: Ok, you maybe right but let’s take it that way you need a piece of paper stating the degree of knowledge you have other wise people will never be able to identify this knowledge. You will not be able to carry this paper if you continue that way at a certain point you will end up with no college degree .so I am not asking you to memorize every word in the school book but just what is enough for achieving your goals.

What he said make sense ,I tried to go this way but it was very hard to me because I need to focus more on what the teacher says what the school book says ……. When I was in college it was over my reading information can’t help anymore. I have to listen to the professor or “el mo3ed” other wise I have to read the text book witch was not interesting to me in most cases, the conclusion I had a miserable studying life during my engineering study; I can’t like what I read, only brief conclusion are not enough and still I can’t listen to the end; typically the same cycle over and over every year.

I was so happy ending my studies at college finally my life torture has ended, I am free hohohohoho

The thing I have never imagined one day, taking a decision to go back to school and yes I took that decision I singed up for MBA today. I will start tomorrow my first class with my all free will.